She believed that people only liked her because she was innocent, she looked innocent. But when she lost all that kind of innocence -maybe when she got tired of everyone treating her like a little girl- people stopped liking her, and instead, started to hate her.

She loved being loved by the rest; she loved being childish, and people loving her because of that. But at the same time she hated it. She was more than a child. In fact, she a was very grown up girl.

At one point, she didn't know how to be. If she was innocent (which was not very difficult for her), then people would treat her like a stupid girl. But if she lost all that innocence, and tried to be more like a woman (and almost a mean woman, like the rest of the people), then they would stop liking her.

So she wondered wether to be or not to be. That was the question, indeed.